July 17th

July 17th is a day that I haven't looked forward to in 8 years. It is a day that is burned into my mind for the rest of my life. July 17th is the day that my dad passed away. It's not like I want to be sad on this day, I just am. I can't help but think about that day, 8 years ago now, when my life was changed forever. So much has happened since then, I graduated from college, got engaged, married, and had my first baby. These are a lifetime of things that dad has missed. I know that he is in a better place, but I can't help but wish that he was here telling us his crazy jokes and playing with his first grand baby.
I miss you dad.